Lowell Bethesda

by LANiiDAE

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B-side track from 2020.
A song about grief and losing the one's you love.
Communication is our strongest tool.
We're in this together, and you never have to face the emptiness alone.

lyrics

I've only got myself to blame.
I guess I'm sick of everything.
I'd rather sit alone in this house,
then let you see the shape that I'm in now.
The shape the I'm in..
These talking shadows in the corner are my only friends.
And if you looked at me I know you'd only say the same.
I've only got myself to blame.

It's a shame you put you shame on me.
We deal with the loss,
But we do not deal with the pain.
Shame on you, shame on me.
We deal with our grief in different ways.

I've only got myself to blame.
I'm keeping secrets and I know that it's a selfish game
That I will play until I lose everything.

They never tell you it get's harder.
They never tell you you'll be colder.
And that it ends before you get to say goodbye.

So say goodbye.
The life you thought you knew,
The people that you love are slowly drifting out of view.
What does it mean to you?
This lack of permanence is slowly killing you.

Shame on you, shame on me.
We deal with our grief in different ways.

They never tell you it gets harder.
They never tell you you'll be cold.

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released February 23, 2022

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LANiiDAE Charlotte, North Carolina

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Lowell Bethesda

Feb 2022
Away

Dec 2021
821

May 2021
Sin

Feb 2021

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